some facts about my status:
art trades: closed
collabs: closed
requests: closed
commisions: closed

commisions for

matching icons with

gift art for

watch HETALIA

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sorrry guys
2 journals in a day is to much but....
gah I can't
I have to rant

curently reading a manga called Yurara no tsuki - [link]
it's realy good but the sweet irony is that it's not completed yet (ok in Japan it already is tho it's not scaned/scanlated yet)
the manga was already published in North America... too bad I live a century away from NA ;___;
but the sweetest irony is that.... it's only 1 fucking chapter left to readd and I can't find it anywhere ;______________;

suuuuch a cliffhanger and I'm left with depending on someone to translate it gaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I'd read the raw if I only found it ;______; *yes An-chan understands quite abunch of japanese already ... well at least that much that I'd be able to sleep tonight ;___;*


that's one of the few reasons I hate living in the middle of nowhere in a country that barely knows about mangas and animes =____= (hence if they sell 5 different manga titles here it's a miracle already)

and I dunno if this manga is awailable in germany
proly not *sigh* ;____;


damn I know it sounds stupid but I'm so desperate to know the end!
I curse this side of mine that makes me literately "fall into" doing something and then I get frustrated if I don't do it until the end =___='''''

like yesterday I really got into sorting some small tube-like-pearls-something by color and was doing it from 8 pm until midnight without rest (4 hours... damn it doesn't sound much... tho considering that there were 17000 pieces... haha x'D... at least that's what the packing states xD oh and there were about 10 different colors
true my neck hurt like hell but I was satisfied and I was able to go to bed x'D

damn I wanna know what'll happen
ok it's a shojo manga and considering that it'll be a happy ending. it HAS to be a happy ending!
but still.....
Mei ;_______; why did you have to be such an idiot and think "i'll be ok as long as she's happy"!! gaaaaaaah ;_______________________; baka baka baka baka baka baka baka baka!!
damn Yurara hurry up!!!



I should seriously consider making a blog or a livejournal account lol x'D
sorry

toodles~